So fuck my feelings huh?

I’m good enough to fuck

I’m good enough to meet family

Good enough to do all the things except have the title

Now that all the shit is said and done I don’t even want the title

I don’t want the title because you don’t deserve those parts of me

I was right to keep walls up, I was right to push you away I was right to do all those things

Because the fact is I’m only pussy

Not a person with feelings, not a magical creature with a womb but just a pussy

I’ll never have the opportunity to spread my joy because I’ve been a light put under a bowl

But those bitches?? Those bitches will I always be your speed

Because your insecure, if not about your weight then about your dick, and if not about your dick its your Mommy issues that weight everyone down around you

Clarity and balance is what you seek but a narcissist is what you are and the good sex and faux positive energy have clouded my vision

All because I wanted to know what it would feel like to claim you in the streets

To have the man that all the other women wanted but the truth is that it’s not worth it

It hasn’t been worth it in quite some time and I lied to myself everyday

I lied in low self esteem, I lied while having sex and I lied in every way that I denied myself self love

I denied myself by loving the unloveable

However the reality if I would have just chosen me I wouldn’t be in the situation

So now I choose me

I’m more than just pussy and a good nut

I’m worthy of so much more than that….