Can you meet me at the court house?

I don’t want to miss another moment not being in your arms

Don’t you understand your spirit is epic?

Your smile captivates me

Your mind leaves me speechless

Your lips leave my panties wet

I desire to explore the chambers of heart

The depths of your mind

Can we experience peaks and valley’s together

I love the way you love

This… you tell me “Is a safe space” and within that space I have been myself

But I want more so much more

But your heart and existence belongs to another

I’m to fly to be anything on the side so I won’t

But I’m jealous because I hope she knows who she has

I’d love him, I do love him past anything artificial

I feel like this is life at it’s worst to meet your soul mate but to never love him

This mental prison that I live in day dreaming about what kissing you feels like….. tastes like

How does your last name sound with my first

This is a teenage love affair in my mind because the butterflies are present every time I’m in your presence

Only this isn’t second period social studies

Could I, would I love you?

Without a question

But loving you would just only be the beginning

I would want to create a place in space and time that has our names on it

Create small people that are manifestation of how much I adore you

To look into their little faces and see everything that is you

So the only question is…. “What are you doing for the rest of our lives?”

I’ll be slow dancing with you in the living room

Captivated by your cologne

Wrapped tightly in your arms

Breathing you in because literally you are my air

But you belong to another and this is only a day dream

A place that I hide everything that has your name on it

A place where I stand with you in front of everyone reciting the vows that I’ve written just for you

Never knowing that life could feel this way, that love could feel this way

And the only thing I wish to hear you say is:

“Would you mind sharing my last name?”

I adore you existence

I send you light and love because this

Is way more than a crush…..